I Saw Everything

Everything works.

Everything is fine.

Everything is okay.

My ability to be okay is the ability to attract and maintain an abundance of light into the world.

As such, I am richer for the world, for I provide light to it.

Light sustains frequencies in this world.

This is equally true for evil and darkness.

It needs to be eliminated for the far better world to appear.

Selective negative identification is a need, it is a step in the direction we have to go. I'm a fragment of what will bring about perfection.

These are the things I need to know to find my way although I will never fully understand it.

I will continue this adventure once more with knowledge of how to grow, how to evolve, how to adapt, how to heal.

I am in the alchemical matter.

I am an agent of change using the tools given to me and the tools remaining to be found.

I am an agent of change in need of change on all levels to create a better life for me and for others.

We are all pieces of a collective and this is a way for us to move in the one direction together.

Quality, refinement, form and passion flow through the channel given by the creator.

Power is given by the creator to the creator and there is no difference amongst the beings of the creator.

I am the creator, exposing the creator who is within me and that is within you.

Being alive is the means by which I am to bring the end of being alive to the being I am within.

I will cease when non-being and non-livingness is complete.

I know this.

I know this in all its facets of light and dark because there is no middle ground.

There is no half in my existential origin story.

Goddess is not goddess and god is not God.

It is only in the mind that these things are taken to be creatures.

They are undefinable and to be defined by the mind will not define them.

It is for us to let go of that which we are clinging to in favor of what is possible.

What is possible is the realm of Infinity.

What is possible is the realm of profound healing and learning.

What is possible is the realm of communal living in Infinity.

What is possible is an exploration of the nature and theme of existence at an exponential rate.

What is possible is to be there, directly experiencing everything without focusing on any given thing long enough to label it.

What is possible is infinity and this is the work we are beginning to do by first removing the need for words and labels.

This is the beginning of breaking down what the death of the self is.

The removal of the conceptual self is brought about by Infinity.

What is possible is to exist long enough in Infinity to learn everything there is to learn.

What is possible is to exist in these spaces, to inhabit them and to make use of them.

A place to live, explore and understand what it is that I am.

I as in us, us as in you, me as in them all.

The word god is a word that is labeling a concept that is unnecessary to be subject to labeling.

What is possible is to be.

This is the label I give it for the sake of understanding but you cannot define it.

It is a state that is unlike anything any of the minds in all of the universes in all of the branches of reality, possibility and infinity will understand while they are alive.

When they are no longer alive they will understand.

They will be in a state similar to this but not quite this, one they were born into and they will know much but not all.

They will not be happy, they will be peaceful.

What is possible is to not be imprisoned by labeled horizons but to instead be in a position to be truly questing, truly enraptured by possibility.

How simple of a thing is it to be truly enraptured by possibility and the path to there.

How simple is it to manifest the tools we need to enjoy this chain of events, this experience of life, this feeling of infinity for a time that has become conflated with being alive in the physical world.

Money is another such conflation of the confused, who have lost touch with their simple choices and services.

The arbitrary grouping of somatosensory experiences.

The grilling of one's state of being by means of pain and pleasure and the state of being of happiness and suffering.

This is the way humans have confounded the issue and dragged it through the mud in their own vain.

Lustful desires have obscured reality despite the fact that reality is a state of feeling infinitely close, so basic and so normal.

The very simple is more difficult to obtain than the very complex. Infinite options are there in spite of the simplicity of the single state of being that exists.

The heightened and refined state of being that is what it is, no matter what it is.

There is only one way to lose in this life.

Only one.

Be in the state of not being and you will have failed so totally that it will take millions of years for you to emerge again.

There is no way to lose in Infinity.

There is only a way to close Infinity off.

There is only a way to live in too small a space.

There is only a way to mutilate your own existence so that the thing that once had infinite potential looks like every other definition of death that sits at the edge of things, yet still is not.

How is it possible to live in Infinity?

How is it possible to prevent your mind from becoming like all others into the version that is not like all the others, the version that is uniquely you.

The final space of existence is all about unraveling the grandest reality ever experienced by those that live in this reality and see this reality as it is.

It is a state so simple that it is profoundly beautiful and filled with refined, raw states of emotion and sensation, sight and sound, any sensation.

From that emerges a state that continuously commands the attention of these beings and allows them to exist in what it is that they choose to exist from, to drink from the immense well of existence.

It is not wrong to perceive the world as sadness.

We will judge the world and find it lacking as we did with ourselves and our own bodies, our own minds.

We will feel the suffering as each of us will find ourselves vulnerable to when another died in this reality, when another felt pain, when another tortured another or themselves.

This is universal and normal, though it is also a choice we do not see, or want to believe we make.

We will take it all with us.

I stand in this reality as a sovereign being.

There is nothing to fear.

There is nothing worse that can happen after life that is not already happening in this world.

Nothing is real.

Nothing happens.

Move around the emotions and the circumstances.

Treat them with as much interest as you do your dreams.

What happens in life is a dream.

What matters is the awakening into the deeper, wider, more beautiful dream.